morning monday

'forgetting them takes time.its a process,an unlearning.it takes time.at this point,im just going with flow.whatever happens,happens :)'

p/s:- tengah kerja malam bolehlah update belog ni..so tuggu la nxt round seketul suchi update lagi yew *wink2*

MOVE ON

   

assalamualaikum buddies*tiru suara minion*

nampaknyer seketul suchi buat perangai balik..dah berabad tak update blog kesayangan die..hahaha

busy benor life ciksuchi sekarang nih..(yeke,busy??)

tak sangka ea dah masuk bulan MAY..today 1 May la..happy labour day guy!!

tak ada maknanyer labour day bagi seorang suchi ni *sigh*

so,da masuk bulan baru ni kena betolkan balik misi dan visi..(ceewah..misi dan visi konon)

p/s:bukan misi dan visi kpj taw :P

 kenapa nak stress diri sendiri kan..tak payah nak overthinking..it ruins your happiness*someone told me that*

 dalam kepala otak ni macam2 dah fikir nak buat ape..

*travel (alone)

*eat something nice,etc pizza,ice cream,muffin,masakan emak..omaigoshh.

*manjakan diri dekat spa (bestnyer kalau dapat urut)

*mandi??

of course berdoa,minta kat Allah supaya permudahkan urusan

okay..dah tak ada idea nak tulis apa..only this for my first entry in 2016..hahah *oopsie*
forgive and forget suchi yukenduit!!

papai chenta

xoxo

~toddles~

p/s: sometimes i regret being nice,apologizing when i didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life.

p p/s: sukati la nak update entri berapa kali..belog gue haha *evil laugh*

MUHASABAH DIRI (LA' TAHZAN)

assalamuailaikum peeps..

salam ramadhan semua..masuk hari ini da ramadhan15 ..cepatnyer kan masa berlalu ~~~

dari first start berpuasa aku ada azam tersendiri..AZAM ape??

Muhammad Azam ke?Azammudin? bukan diorang..hahaha :P (tunjuk gigi kapak sikit)

 MUHASABAH DIRI.

bila aku berkata dalam diri 'aku sedang berubah'

kadangkala diri ini terbabas juga 

harap diri ini terus istiqamah,bukan separuh jalan..

selama hidup 24 tahun ni,ada baik dan buruknyer suchi buat,tak kira la masa sekolah rendah ,sekolah menengah sampailah ke kolej..kalau boleh tulis dalam kertas A4 paper,.boleh penuh kot tak pon tambah 2 helai paper lagi..haha..tak semua orang yang kita jumpa akan suka kita dan tak semua orang yamg kita tak suka ,tak suka kita..eh eh (macam pening je ayat tu)

macam crush la,kita minat dia but dia xminat kita balik..macam tu lah contohnyer..hehe

pasti semua orang nak rewind balik and nak perbetulkan kesalahan dulu tapi life goes on~~

kalau diberi peluang,semua mesti berebut2 nak kan..tapi Allah is the best planner..just trust on Him :)

so, ape yang penting kita perbaiki diri kita yang dulu okay :)

love chenta,papai :)

CITA2 SUCHI DULU2.. :p

assalamualaikum semua,

actually,boring giler diz week..lepas kerja malam dapat cuti lame sikit dari biasa

kalo x,dapat sehari je off day(penat)

yelah..kerja untuk society..layan kerenah patient yg macam2..haih!doktor lagi..

 pernah terpikir nak tukar profession..nak jadi ape eak??

MODEL??

rase nak tukar angin plak..korang rase?#sisbuntu

nak main hashtag pulok..semgal..haha

xpewlah..actually dua jbs kat atas memang aku minat..tapi parents aku kate macam model..kerja xtentu..kena shooting sane sini..terlalu terbuka..tapi aku balas la 'model muslimah la emak'

tapi mereka ad je jawapan yg kukuh..terlalu show off la..mcm2 la..okay mom and dad..love u!! fullstop..hee

AIRLINES CREW??

jadi stewardess..memang ambition dari kecil..x kecil sngat la..bertukar2 sebenarnyer ambition aku nih..ntah ppe kan..korang mcm tu x?memang minat sangat2 jdi pramugari..sebab2 

-dapat travel negara orang..memang suke travel..kalo la boleh..kalo la byk duit kan..memang xlekat kat rumah la gamaknyer..hehe..tapi macam biasalah parents xbagi..sob3..its okay..put family first..

so..ceritanya jadilah aku seorang ahli farmasi(pembantu je)

nak sambung study..muke ni mcm malas..(aikk muke je?)

neway..whatever you do,just do it..dont  lets others make you down..

                                               mungkin minat xpenting,tapi NAWAITU mesti baik..

cari rezeki yang halal..teruskan hidup dgn yg tersayang..

JADI MODEL MILO PON BOLEH :)

HYEAHH

                                           

                                                       








p/s: i love myself the way i am.

papai chenta..xoxo..

DILEMMA -_-

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T

JUST COME BACK FROM WORK..TODAY SYE DOUBLE SHIFT..SO PENAT TU TERASE LA..TADI TERPIKIR LG PASAL SEMALAM..KEJAM SNGAT KE AKU NI?HURMM..ENTAH LA..ITS OKAY LA..BE A STRONG GIRL..U CAN BE TOUGH THAN BEFORE..MYBE SALAH AKU..WAIT!!!ENOUGH IS ENOUGH..AKU XNAK PIKIR DAH..AKU DA PENAT..BIARH MASA N TAKDIR YG TENTUKAN..AKU REDHA JEQ..

p/s: quotes diatas buat sye semangat.. :) thanks 

bye2..chentaku..muahh..xoxo

life is....

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

oh tears..please go away..

its sad when people you know 

become people you knew

when you can walk right past

someone like they were never a 

big part of your life...

how you used to be able to talk for hours and now

can barely even look at them...

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

-

someone asked me if i missed you,i didn't answer, i just closed my eyes and walked

away,then i whispered.."so much"..:'(

-

-

-

-

-

-

what happen today?

 'Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad, because I miss you, I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss'


 'I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart. And how I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know.'


'When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I’m with
you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.'


If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you. But I did, I do, and I will."


hehe..just want to release myself to read all this quotes..when i feel bored or dont know what to do..i will read the lovely quotes..i love them..
but really2 miss him..i dont know how to say this, to anyone. and now that your with her its 10 times worse than it use to be. missing you when you werent with her was when i couldent call you because you were on the ice in your net playing your game, and i couldent be with you. but now its like theres somthing missing in my heart. now people might think this sounds over played and your to young to fall in love. but if you were me you would understand what i mean but your not. so dont judge me on how much im in love with him, because the truth is. i miss him more than anyone will ever know...
  haha...:P

p/s:i miss you like crazy babe!!